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Oooh!
date: january 6th '09

So I am a big 'Twilight' fan (I'll post something about that later), anyway I was on Youtube and I found a video by one of my fave TwiTubers, nikmarie64, about Bella's favorite things. I'll post a link when my internet decideds it doesn't hate me. And I wrote one for myself, and it will probably give you more idea of what I like :)
Ella's Favorite Things
sunshiney smiles,
and bittersweet cherries;
embarrassing blonde moments,
and marathon shopping trips.
manicures and pedicures
red bull, it gives you wiings
these are a few of my favorite things (:
Yes, I know that shopping trips doesn't exactley rhyme with cherries, and that technically, I'm not blonde. But if you saw the amount of blonde moments I go through every week, you'd swear I was! So anyway, there it is, it goes to A Few Of My Favorite Things, from The Sound Of Music, obvs. And considering I have school in 3 hours and 19 minutes, I think I'd better try to go to sleep :) night night x

If You're Bored
date: january 2nd '09

Bored ? This seriously makes me laugh, so just click here for something to do :)

Resolutions
date: january 1st '09

So this is probably where I'm supposed to say I will be a good girl and help old ladies across the road, brush my hair 100 times every day, and umm.. try not to beat up my brother daily ? No, I know that there is very little chance I would keep any of these. Besides, I don't think it would that much of a dramatic difference to anything, pretty much. I'd prefere to resolve to smile more, or to be more honest with myself, and to show my feeling more openly. And um, to stop being a bitch to people that probably don't deserve it. Because, it's the little things that make you feel good about yourself. Ooh, and another goal is to finnish the short story I started, about a year ago. It's just that I feel it has gone flat, so maybee I'll have to give it a sudden twist or something. Plus, it also has to be wayy longer than it is, so yeahh it's dragging.. but I will finnish it if I have to write it entirely in the early hours of the morning, when I get the best inspiration. On top of that, there's stuupid schoolwork. Probably comes as no suprise that I hate it, it just depresses me. But hey, I'm working on it, and I think, eventually, I will get the hang of it.

New Year, It's Gonna Be A Good One
date: december 31st

Well, it's the end of '08, and technically, it's already January 1st but that's just b'coss I'm practically immsomniac, but nevermind. So where was I ? Oh yes, the demise of the year. '08 wasn't too good a year for me. I mean, yeahh I was going through stuff, but did that give me a license to bee a misery guts all the time ? No, it did not. No wonder I bored all my friends to tears, bleating about how life was worthless. Life is what you make of it, and if you cling to doom and gloom all the time, then you're gonna find it hard to enjoy life, and lately I have found that life runs by, soo fast and that you have to grab hold of what you have, and make the most of it. There's also the thing where I was very wrapped up in myself, at the beging of this year, so I recently, in these last few months I have really been trying hard to be a better, more selfless person. Which, I think I have. Or, at least I hope I have. I'm trying to be nicer and to smile more, and definatley focus on the positive. Right now, there's not much that can keep me down for long. Or for those dark moments of self reflection, I have Gossip Girl, Ben & Jerry's and most importantly, my long suffering friends, I love them all to pieces, and I would not be the happier person I am today without their amazing support !

The Girl

her name is ella. she smiles alot, mostley at the sky :) x
she's in love with the world, and wears her heart on her sleave. hugs, elle adores. she likes french, you've prabably gathered. she hates diaries, which is whyy she will use this for a diary. I've told you my name is ella, but everything else will be in complete anonymity. doesn't that sound like heaven ?

;) x